Almost There

I feel a little lost here Everyone else has moved along And I'm paying the cost here For a love that might have gone And I don't understand it Why I keep it going on Inside it's really hurting Wondering if I belong Oh I try I try I try hard to pretend And I smile I smile I smile until the end But I've tried I've tried I've tried to make a mend I don't know if I've got it in me any more They tell me I'm almost there They tell me don't leave I swear Don't you dare Go nowhere Don't you dare Go Nowhere No I've been really trying I don't know where I call home But I don't wanna die here Till I've worked out what I know My reasons for life here Is everything I have to show & though it's terrifying I refuse to let it go