are you still in pain?

It's like a nightmare that never ends Stops for some days and starts again We've been here before haven't we And it'll always looks the same And all the pain that I've made myself go through the past few years Loneliness is a gift that the winds have bought for me My home is the space between your arms that I feel cured As much as im afraid of the sea I fear of losing you Will you let your thoughts consume your head? Have you ever had this feeling, like things are not in place? Do you ever feel we're the same, looking at the world outside trapped inside ourselves? Are you still? I don't know how many bottles of beer my body will take in So I can forget about who I am and the reason why im here The wine that numbs my brain and the spirits that call my fucking name I know I have a long way I wanna wake up every morning in a different town I wanna write a song about the rain and one about the drown I wanna kiss your lips, therefore I'm empty I wanna die when I'm 70 Will you let your thoughts consume your head? Have you ever had this feeling, like things are not in place? Do you ever feel we're the same, looking at the world outside trapped inside ourselves? Are you still?