Rollercoaster

Trying to find a way to get up Out this mess that I'm sitting on Life's been a rollercoaster feels like I'm going down down down I made a lot of mistake in my lifetime but quitting ain't one of them Don't give a lot of attention to the hate the journey got nothing to do with them Don't put a lot of thought into the fame my mission got nothing to do with it Will never question Elohim's plan in my life the thought is prohibited They're talking about me but they don't really know my life and the level I'm heading up in instead they ask me about futile things in life Which I don't wanna talk about them cause they do not matter to me yeah Look up to heaven thank God cause he made my life so amazing (Yeah you amazing) Life is a beautiful struggle kinda like a circus got a lot on hand to juggle We live in jungle full of subtle beasts So every move we make in life seem like a hurdle I'm gonna claw my way through the dark dig myself out of the rubble Feel like I need some excitement but all that I need is a bible I could have sworn this adventure we treading on is a road to survival When you out there trying to win a fight that's completely void of a rival Climbing on my own keep building my throne I mean God's throne Release the heavenly flow that we all can vibe on it's my call Trying to find a way to get up out this mess that I'm sitting on Life's been a rollercoaster feels like I'm going down down down I ain't here for the fame I'm here to make a change Pour my heart out on these lines leave great impact to the game To the ones that doubted my vision yeah I promise I'll never be the same to the ones applauding my grind I promise I'll open up a lane The bigger the bill the greater the will so what would you do for the meal If you follow the money your heart will be cold Then you starting to lose what is real I've been clocking OT losing a sleep But my soul ain't worth a couple mills while I'm on a pursuit Keeping a smile I know God is working on the wheel (God is on the wheel) Just know that life is a cycle so try to hold on to your circle I'm painting a picture for all of my troops know that your work is admirable The bonds we created can not be surpassed the love that we share is impeccable Love everybody including my foes life eats you up when you're vexable My God oh lord rewarding me with serenity Discarding out all of my fears erasing all of the anxieties Try to count all my blessing brain freeze cause it's infinity Never get caught moving backward the way of the son of man that is my destiny Trying to find a way to get up out this mess that I'm sitting on Life's been a rollercoaster feels like I'm going down down down Like I'm going down Down Yeah like I'm going down Like I'm going down