Freezing

Look I appear lost So what's the cost To knock the frost Formin on my socks Freezing internally Need em to service me And I guess currently Their actions worry me Snaking over currency Now I see it certainly Slithering with serpentry Biting and hurting me Fighting all the purgery Cut you up like surgery Before they murder me Chasin a couple dollars Kill myself over someone's daughter Passing up on every offer Every thought I thought of Turning my words to operas Feeding you my chakras My words turn into operations Round my brain like oscillations Having constant conversations Always about my occupation You never had any patience At least not for yourself My mirrors harassing me Or atleast it has to be Telling me what I have to be Now it's comin back to me Living next to a factory I saw my masterpiece Fall victim to a tragedy And the man I had to be Was always so sad to see But maybe not on the surface He always hid it on purpose He never acted nervous Was always at your service Since he was in the cervix I surely can assure this Went away with more hits Got drugs to absorb this Feeling of being boredish On a basement board is Just my face in a portrait This parts kinda important So before I can distort it My life was kinda morbid A useless clueless doofus Who never had to do shit Beating all the bullshit From people tryna pull shit You fucks look real foolish Out here Tryna school this Looking like a tool bitch I'm shadow boxing Off a couple suboxin Fighting subtle toxins That ever so often Leave me nauseous In my head's awesome I know I have a problem Since I ate in Boston I've had constant Thoughts on conscious If I'm being honest Kinda like Freddy Krueger Lock n load the Ruger But I won't shoot ya Blast my own medulla In a Mercury cougar