lil disaster

I'd cross my heart had I not dropped it My lips won't ever speak another promise Stitches to stem the tide of lies Spare my eyes Swallow needles and hope to Die I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved Right now you've no clue I am a danger to your sense of trust Got my daddy's way with words I know how to hit you right where it hurts And I understand just how my mother thinks Cuz it's the same as I do while I smoke or drink How is it that I am always too much But somehow never ever enough No hands can hold an overflowing cup Sick of slimming down just to measure up I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved Right now you've no clue I am a danger to your sense of trust I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved I'll disappoint you Basic standards I'll never live up Leave me behind You wouldn't be the first to wish me goodbye You won't be the last to wish me a good life I'll light my path by your taillights Shuffling a deck full of victim cards A million reasons why I try too hard And still fail at every goddamn thing I do Worst a which is loving you I rip the skin from my lips with my teeth And wish you were here to break me piece by piece I'm still a clumsy child with careless hands That your heart slipped through like grains of sand I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved Right now you've no clue I am a danger to your sense of trust I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved I'll disappoint you Basic standards I'll never live up Leave me behind You wouldn't be the first to wish me goodbye You won't be the last to wish me a good life I'll light my path by your taillights I'll disappoint you I've let down everyone I've ever loved Right now you've no clue I'll disappoint you I'll dissa-