IDK How To Feel

Man, life just been long Give your love to somebody everyday You can tell them how you love them You can hug them, you can kiss them But they won't feel the same way at the end of the day Like at this point, I just don't know how to feel I can put my all into you But you gon' do me bold at the end of the day At this point, I might turn this into Go to the region, run to drugs and shit Cause, f*ck it, at this point Got it I don't know how to feel about these drugs I'm a real nigga, but I still need a hug Smoked the room out till I got red eyes Gotta keep the shades on the hide my eyes Did it, bitch bold Need some new clothes I'm just a pimp, nigga, need new hoes Life too steep to put trust in the guys 2021, I have to watch my grandma die Stuck in my room all day Steady poppin' all these pills all day Could you tell the love was real or fuckin' fake I could die right now and not fuckin' care See the golden gates, walkin' up the white stairs Had to stop myself, cause life ain't fuckin' fair I be hurtin' everyday, but I ain't gon' tell no one I'ma thug this shit out by myself I ain't never, ever, ever need help I'm a grown man, on to bigger, better things now Got the mic in my hand, but nothin' else to say now I don't know how to feel about these drugs I'm a real nigga, but I still need a hug Smoked the room out till I got red eyes Gotta keep the shades on to hide my eyes Did it, bitch bold Need some new clothes I'm just a pimp, nigga, need new hoes Life too steep to put trust in the guys 2021, I have to watch my grandma die Had to lose a few people in my life They gone, now I didn't even put up a fight All these stabs to the back Got me lookin' like a tiger with stripes I'm a real ass nigga at the end of the day Stuck in the future, got no time for today You can be my main bitch or my side bitch today I'm a real ass nigga, you can't push me away