FEELINGS

Yeah I'm in the booth right now I'm sipping on sipping on some pedialyte I had to um put that codeine down That shit was fucking with me ya know Yeah Look Fighting a battle that can be depressing But bitches on my line nagging cause they feel neglected Not in the headspace to talk I just need a second Might cut em off to teach always expect the unexpected I just finished fucking listening to my collection That's all she ever will be cause ain't no love here Aye just be happy we had this moment it was a tough year I need to do my own thing to keep my mind clear My mother worried I can hear the pain in her voice Gotta keep going for my people I ain't got a choice Dealing with all this bullshit it's hard to rejoice I felt alone everyday when I was in Illinois I had the best times with five dollars in my pocket One bitch don't stop the show aye why you think you finna stop it I keep this money coming in I feel like a wallet And I know that I'm the shit I might as well pop it Pain eating me alive but I'll never show it It's some people that I miss but they will never know it I was putting in work when I was unemployed all that fake and bullshit is what I'm gone avoid A lot of situations niggas did me dead wrong but like a mascot I gotta keep my head on I'm built for this so you know a nigga ain't crack but I'm thankful for the lessons when I look back And I'm thankful for the blessings that I do receive I lost the woman that I need cause now she overseas Ima dog and these bitches on me like some fleas And if you looking for yo hoe she probably on her knees I'm dressing in some shit a nigga probably can't afford Might put a bitch in designer all because I'm bored A nigga clean up nice but I ain't doing chores Only gone have my day ones when I start doing tours Cause what's the point of living life if you can't bring yo boys Only gone have my day ones when I start doing tours All this water on me people think I do aerobics I was in my feelings nigga when I caught covid In the back room cold got the pot roasting I got everybody worried cause I'm not posting All my main bitches scared that they got ghosted All on my line how could you not know it Was gone for a little but I'm back and better Days getting cold I can't forget my sweater Put me anywhere I been a trendsetter I been through the storm and I withstand the weather