Must I Admit

A wise man once told me, Wherever you’re feet is planted at, your mind and heart should be in the same area Look I apologize (For what) For abandon you I put yo problems to the side Ion deserve you (Nah you don't) You called for help I was too selfish tryna save the world (You was) You needed me the most I chose the world over you I hide my pain with a smile It's gon be a long day (How ya know) I saw the rain from the clouds I kid you not I saw my image in a puddle (I seen that shit) I ain't know what I was seeing But If I’m wrong Forgive me my sins ( Forgive me Lord) I think I’m coming home I blame myself, and not my friends I left you all alone When you my closest friend I was Dr. Philling everybody (I swear I was) Like a therapist And realize, bitch I need a therapist (I do) My pain run deeper than Atlantic Ocean I wish a lotta shit would change If I drink this magic potion (Just one sip) I close the curtain I can’t stand the rain I wanna give up so damn bad But yet I maintain It’s hard to make my dreams come true When ion close my eye at all (Ion sleep at all) Am I doing all this for you This shit so hard to even call I ain't perfect I ain't tryna be I put my all into it all And yet they blame me (I try my best) Let me be the one to solve em (Let me be the one) This my battle I became numb to my own problems I'm just saying Must I admit to you I just can’t take it any mo Must I admit How this shit gon hold up if I let it go Would you believe me if I said I’m suffering You broke my heart I’m sorry but I’m still recovering Must I admit to you I just can’t take it any mo Must I admit How this shit gon hold up if I let it go Would you believe me if I said I’m suffering You broke my heart I’m sorry but I’m still recovering