Cloudy Monday

Hole in my heart, got a void to fill Tryna drown out the pain with a couple mil Blue in the face kinda how I like my bill Numb so long, don't know how to feel Got me doing stupid shit for a little thrill Ima sign a death note fore I sign a deal I don't know I just wanna keep it real These the thoughts in my head Maybe better of dead (Yeah) And I know y'all can relate too All lost souls like who's going save who Same shit different day with the same crew I know the money and fame can change you Thru all the pain you gotta stay true We all got demons, wear the same shoe Another death when I turn on the news Calling your phone just hoping it ain't you Hole in my heart, got a void to fill Tryna drown out the pain with a couple mil Blue in the face kinda how I like my bill Numb so long, don't know how to feel Got me doing stupid shit for a little thrill Ima sign a death note fore I sign a deal I don't know I just wanna keep it real These the thoughts in my head Maybe better of dead (Yeah) When you can, call up my phone Tell me your fine don't have to take long Hold up my world how can you be so strong Take all my pain put it into a song Don't even know how my followers grown With all of these people I still feel alone