Circadian Rhythm

Memories in hand, slip thru fingers like sand Map distant lands, but it's lost when I stand Kingdoms I built just been tossed and abandoned Lightless environment, all could be random Vaults full of knowledge, hidden in the blackest night Missing pieces to a puzzle I can't find despite It's part of me, in my arteries Know it all ain't right Even in rest I fight Even in rest I fight Next time this night creeps I'll remember I fell asleep I wanna be who control the dream To myself I repeats Now I'm in the cycle I'm in the cycle deep A dark space, a memory, but the map I still keep Next time this night creeps I'll remember I fell asleep I wanna be who control the dream To myself I repeat Now I'm in the cycle I'm in the cycle deep A dark space, a memory, but the map I still keep Am I awake Do I live? or just simulate You can't even tell me what difference it makes To question material really a waste Perception is temporary, always shifting Congratulations, you get it But what I'm gone do with it I wake up and forget it I dream just for a minute Got the beams on me, but I'm hidden Nightmares what I'm used to But I see the same while I'm living Life a tapestry in tatters I see the wrinkles on the linen Some bold, stay gold And some fold, its a given It's a journey, I'm driven I'm fighting circadian rhythms Hearing voices while I drift away You couldn't pay me to listen I wake and see the world take shape I'm split thru it like a prism I slip thru it with precision I slip thru it with precision All night I'm restless I sleep late I'm reckless I know there's no exit but There's no way to test it I come to my senses Next time this night creeps I'll remember I fell asleep I wanna be who control the dream To myself I repeats Now I'm in the cycle I'm in the cycle deep A dark space, a memory, but the map I still keep Next time this night creeps I'll remember I fell asleep I wanna be who control the dream To myself I repeat Now I'm in the cycle I'm in the cycle deep A dark space, a memory, but the map I still keep