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A moment of consciousness Followed by the other In another state In one where I'm awake The second in a daze Walk through the haze inside Another shade blocking the rays That glow deep in my mind Outside can be a place Of wonder lust and hate I want to go inside But where am I I lost my way Been fiddling with the keys So I didn't see The door was open Opened my eyes To see inside That everything was broken I'm hoping for a potion Or an antidote of sorts I surely wanna win this war So I record all of my horrors Taking note of what I abhor Bipolar disorder Lacking the order Smacking reporters While laughing I'm cracking the back Of these whores When I'm bending them in half It's a bad habit When I drag my dick Inside your lips And scratch the itch On my nuts I'm just a scum A twisted prick A gentlemen irrelevant I'm sending them Condolences It's over for you Blow right through you Look over your shoulder When you know It's coming to a close I'm only getting older Watch the time go While I work and ignore What's important 60 hours weeks to pay the bills And live like me I'm cashing in for thrills And spending more than what I need Money can't buy happiness But happiness ain't cheap I'm scavenging In hopes I can survive another week Im trying to decide Is this how my life should be I'm running circles Trapped inside this cycle Set me free