Crawling Now

Leave me nestled in my puddle of bile Holding in your laugh as I take a while Cuz it's just another day in The story of a pawn But I feel like a natural born killer As I dream into the dawn Maybe one day I'll conquer my fears Maybe one day I'll say no to the tears But in the heat of the moment I'm always grasping straws If my face does seem peculiar Guess what that's not all Ask for someone to take me home Away from the demons with whom I roam Cuz the streets are feeling empty And I don't have the buzz And the walk home is familiar Away from the things I've done