Mezzo

I wanna honor the process And not get caught up in thoughts It's just that at times I feel fraught With these crossroads and I get cross With all the times that I've lost This fuckin' time that I've lost But time isn't lost It's spent that price is the cost And I'm meant to spend every cent Until the finish line has been crossed You fight 'cause you're strong And you're strong 'cause you fight You beat your arms like wings until you die or take flight And I've been down for so long I've grown strong from the beating And the end of this song Will be me here just flowing and bleeding Needing more of the pain Insane this shit's become just like eating To sustain my frame I gotta just keep going and feeding But there's nothing left Because except this pain All is fleeting It feigns not, leaving It feigns not, leaving This disdain and grieving There's something inside of me And it's somewhere deep seated That wants to win at this life And for once not be defeated Heated moments I've known And sown so much seed that's been greeted By the birds of the field Well they just steal and eat it The birds are my mind In kind they loop, repeated This win's like a friend In the end I'll need it, in the end I'll need it This song's like a friend In the end I'll need it The bird's are my mind In kind they loop repeated Something inside of me The birds are my mind Loop repeated Loop repeated This song's like a friend In the end I'll need it In the end I'll need it Something inside of me Something inside of me Wants to win at this life Loop repeated Loop repeated Something inside of me Somewhere deep seated Wants to win at this life I wanna honor the process