Becoming a Monster

I'm not in the mirror There is only a monster with my face With the face of a stranger Who am I now? Who am I now Cursed be the day when I crossed this threshold As if his voice has enveloped me He whispered terrible things that I couldn't dare to think Saying that they all can become a reality And now I'm afraid to look at myself Darkness swallowed me Blood washed over my hands And it was a pleasure Getting closer with every step Turning into a monster With every drop of their blood I'm losing the human form He chose me to finish his job So I became the next Became worse than all of them 'Cause darkness is too strong in me I thought he understands me My lord, my curse, the eternal voice Which replaced my mind and senses When I saw him satisfied, I rejoiced Getting closer with every step Turning into a monster With every drop of their blood I'm losing the human form And now I'm afraid to look at myself Darkness swallowed me Blood washed over my hands And it was a pleasure Turn away from me and break this mirror Now I'm free but I can't be near her Neck-deep in the blood But it's a part of me I can't leave Who is the real monster Those around me or is it me? Erase me, forget my face Who am I now? Who am I now Getting closer with every step Turning into a monster With every drop of their blood I'm losing the human form And now I'm afraid to look at myself Darkness swallowed me Blood washed over my hands And it was a pleasure I'm becoming a monster Forgive me