Hello Sun

I looked down and then you looked away I'm disappointing on my best days It's not what you said, but it's what you meant, and I get it The right words will never make it change The sentiment will slowly fade Don't feel bad, I hate to see you sad It fucks me up Hello sun, wake me up Take away what the darkness brought Hello rain, please stay away Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes? Because I can't go on this way There is an empty hole that calls Fill it with dirt and seed in fall Let's not forget that I was a mess when I met you For sure there will be a stinging sense of loss But you'll find the strength to just move on Don't feel bad I gave what I had It just wasn't enough Hello sun, wake me up Take away what the darkness brought Hello rain, please stay away Haven't I paid enough for all of my mistakes? Because I can't go on this way All that's left is an empty bed A hole in my heart I am so lost in my head You should take your stuff, my best won't be enough and then You'll still leave me in the end