illusions

Uh, Off the top my hussle'll never stop In Hemet I milly rock, hid it all in my sock Grew up wit'out my pops These thoughts are unorthodox And commin' to America Came wit'uh culture shock I swear If I saw uh doc He'd prescribe me somethin' - I pop Prescriptions with Rx inscriptions Man my lid is twisted like bottle tops Pour it on uh thot Known for runnin'uh check up He gets the guap They tried to put me in a box but I escape They assassinate my character Till this very day I feel like I'm all alone Nothing works no where's safe I don't really want the throne But I do deserve my space And if it's meant to be I'm not sacred t'uh take my place Only thing that I fear Is seeing shit too late There is only one of me Holla if you can relate Cause all I'm gonna be Is mentioned with the greats I swear I prayed for you, waited for you But you were just an illusion Make believe, I can't believe The crazy shit that you had me doin' You hate the truth; I hate it too Let's cut the shit who are we foolin' I know we all mess up; fess up Stop playing dress up America don't accept us I said I prayed for you, waited for you But you were just an illusion Make believe, I can't believe The crazy shit that you had me doin' You hate the truth; I hate it too Who are we foolin' I know we all mess up; fess up Stop playing dress up America don't accept us Dedicated to the victims Of the crimes that I committed Did my bid went t'uh prison But I came out different Listen ma'am I understand If you need some distance I say this without malice I am not vindictive Mama raised me up to be a Christian Not every Sunday but some days We would eat at churches chicken I always got an extra biscuit How did the good little boy go from that to Calling women bitches; viscous Easily influenced guess, he's not fluent In the art of the bullshit he's too real So he struggled reading through it Guess who's back, news clip I'm dripping wit sauce he's too lit Uh, yeah; how foolish of he far from a fool But he did live foolishly; I swear Yeah; how foolish of me, no longer scared For I now speak truthfully I swear I prayed for you, waited for you But you were just an illusion Make believe, I can't believe The crazy shit that you had me doin' You hate the truth; I hate it too Who are we foolin' I know we all mess up; fess up Stop playing dress up America don't accept us I said I prayed for you, waited for you But you were just an illusion Make believe, I can't believe The crazy shit that you had me doin' You hate the truth; I hate it too Who are we foolin' I know we all mess up; fess up Stop playing dress up America don't accept us