calling it over

Guess my knife didn't hold up in the gun fight The sacred string's been cut, and my hands untied And I'm sitting here talking to the traffic lights He was the heaven to my hell, yeah, he saved me Sunshine, I was darker than the midnight rain Everyone I love just ends up in pain Ohh, ohh It's never hurt this way Ohh, ohh I'll never be the same Love's not red and it's not golden Cruel was the summer that left me broken This thing was a shot in the dark Knowing me, I can't believe we even made it this far You take London and I'll take New York I'll let you win, I'm tired of keeping the score Three weeks clean but I'll never be sober You can call it what you want But I'm calling it over Love drunk, laughing in the cab ride home Paper rings and ocean eyes became my religion Was it love at first sight or my first sight of love? They told you I was crazy, I guess they were right What kinda self-sabotager wouldn't marry Mr. Right? I know I didn't dodge a bullet, I just lost the love of my life Ohh, ohh It's never hurt this way It's never hurt this way, no I'm never ever gonna be the same Love's not red and it's not golden Cruel was the summer that left me broken This thing was a shot in the dark Knowing me, I can't believe we even made it this far You take London and I'll take New York I'll let you win, I'm tired of keeping the score Three weeks clean but I'll never be sober You can call it what you want But I'm calling it over My scars are starless Yeah, they're starting to bleed And I'd tell you to fight But you've already lost me Six perfect years Of loving in daylight Surrendered to the darkness That's followed me all my life Ohhh Love is just a lie Love's not red and it's not golden Cruel was the summer that left me broken This thing was a shot in the dark Knowing me, I can't believe we even made it this far You take London and I'll take New York I'll let you win, I'm tired of keeping the score Three weeks clean but I'll never be sober You can call it what you want But I'm calling it over Three weeks clean but I'll never be sober You can call it what you want It doesn't change that it's over