For Now

Doesn't matter what I have to say Kory's said it all before and better anyways My thoughts aren't original My fears are irrational And I can't help but thinking about what I'd be like If I weren't afraid of going outside If I weren't afraid of speaking up If I weren't afraid of being me Maybe I'd be more social Maybe I'd have more friends Maybe, just maybe Maybe I'd like more music Maybe I'd be content Maybe... just maybe But i'm over here thinkin' bout some shit I said when I was 18 Or 19 Or just last week I just wish I could clear my mind and think about myself here and now But for now