Acceptance

God where do I even begin You know I've had a lot On my mind lately Sometimes it gets to the point Where it's just too much to handle And right now it definitely Is one of those points You know I've never been Afraid of you know growing up In the sense of adulthood or whatever You know I've been afraid Of the thought of growing old And getting ready to pass you know I mean It's a thought I've always struggled with But you know it's only gotten worse You know it's just hard to think about I mean literally all I ever do When I think about is Just lay in bed late at night You know I mean literally Staring at the fucking ceiling Just getting these stupid panic attacks That I give myself And you know it's just so much To fucking handle I mean I can't come to terms with it And you know it's one of those things Where I don't think I ever will But I hope I do You know it's just so fucking crazy I'm so young, I have such a long way to go Yet here I am thinking about this shit I mean people my age aren't even Thinking about this you know I mean Maybe they are, they're just You know they've come to better Terms with it than I have And you I mean, good for them I'm glad that they can I mean maybe they're not even Thinking about this shit you I mean We're all thinking about our future right now Everyone's you know Getting their dream, graduating college Getting married or having fucking kids That's so fucking crazy to me I mean here I am, just, you know just Struggling you know And that's okay, that's fine you know It's fine