Feels Like Forever

You only call me a coward Or nothing at all But I still feel like I'm waiting For your call But we're wasting time I'm falling apart Or I've wasted mine From the start How long have we been here Feels like forever I should have covered my ears I wish I never met her Think I've gotten to my head Getting nowhere lying in bed I still count every second As it passes by Feel like I'm making more progress As I sit inside But I can't seem to move on Happens more and more But hopes not easy I've learned this before Won't speak up until I find the right moment I've gone too long I think I might have just missed it I've counted days now weeks now months of this And I'm The only one who's noticed