burning at both ends

I can forgive But I can't forget Every hour, every minute Every second that I spent Then you come back But what for? You apologize again just to satisfy your fetish For another chance at shame just to take everything that I have But what's left? I wanna watch the light of day Turn black and fade to gray But that's beside the point This is now and that was then Did you give a f*ck or is it still just all pretend? We're too old for this Pick another game instead Like a prozac and a bottle ever changed your head I'm so done No trust Same dance every year just to salt the same cuts Dig a new grave deep enough To make room for the two of us I wanna watch the light of day Turn black and fade to gray Taking shots at my enemies Screaming bloody murder in the front seat Guess they had to die for me to see that I'm so sick of this medicine Fills me with adrenaline Propane, bloodlust Just to light it up Burn a fire in my heart Cut me open, sew me up Kiss me softly Just send me to hell Haunt me 'til I'm not around I wanna watch the light of day Turn black and fade to gray I wanna watch the light of day Turn black and fade to gray Burn me at both ends I'm such a holy mess I'd say I hate but I can't pretend My eyes go black I want you back You're my antidote