sunlight

Lately my heart has been sick Up and down, my feelings they shift My thoughts are running quick I've been coming to terms With my flaws and my curse I'm depressed, it gets worse And I don't really wanna talk about it I'm feeling numb All out of love I push all the doubt out of my brain And I'm craving twilight to escape the pain Under the gun Nowhere to run Clouds above my head, I'm not ok and I'm chasing sunlight to escape the rain Begging for anything The drugs don't seem to fix me One pill to feel okay But the heavy gray stays with me I've been trying to learn To embrace all the hurt Thanks for all your concern And I don't really wanna talk about it I'm feeling numb All out of love I push all the doubt out of my brain And I'm craving twilight to escape the pain Under the gun Nowhere to run Clouds above my head, I'm not ok and I'm chasing sunlight to escape the rain What's it called when you fall out of love with yourself? And you don't wanna be anybody else 'Cause if I lose my shine, I'll regret it 'Just chase the sunlight, darling I'm reckless 'Cause I don't wanna waste another second I'm restless I'm feeling numb All out of love I push all the doubt out of my brain And I'm craving twilight to escape the pain Under the gun Nowhere to run Clouds above my head, I'm not ok and I'm chasing sunlight to escape the rain