Deathbed

Watching the sunrise While the sweat drip paints your neck We should've stayed inside I guess but I want too much Warm air 'til it's cold again and So what? You're fucked up Forget about it until it's gone again Don't go away I'm hiding on your deathbed Old and frayed "I'm home and hope to see you" I wish that were enough I've a habit of not showing up It's not the same Holding my own hand all day So far So far away I see your face when I close my eyes I wish you were still alive In the garden In the car again Play it over like a thousand times Nothing will ever feel alright Don't go away I'm hiding on your deathbed Old and frayed "I'm home and hope to see you" I wish that were enough I've a habit of not showing up It's not the same Holding my own hand all day