Maidenless

Living in pain's better than no life at all I've been trying to change so I can cushion the fall My sense of time seems to blur 5 years just flew by so fast And all the good times we had well they're just stuck in the past And I'm not depressed I'm just scared I'm not like the rest and I'm nowhere When you want to just come find me In the back of everybody's psyche I'm in the lands between and now I'm maidenless Gonna find my way using the graces They call me tarnished one day imma show them That I'm not the one to run away from All that I need now Is not what I crave There's nothing in my dreams now They're empty like a cave And I know it's not fair Nothing ever is And sometimes you gotta stab yourself To find your place among them too And all things will be conjoined And you'll see I thought that I was golden but tarnished is all I'll be I thought that we were something but maidenless is all I see And now I'm on the outside where no one will ever reach me And even if we get there will it ever really set us free I thought that I was golden but tarnished is all I'll be I thought that we were something but maidenless is all I see And now I'm on the outside where no one will ever reach me And even if we get there will it ever really set us free I thought that I was golden but tarnished is all I'll be I thought that we were something but maidenless is all I see