Combat

You see man, like I'm tired of fighting I'm just so tired, like, so tired of having to fight All my life is like this beast inside of me And it's just constantly like, constantly like Haunting me, taunting me, constantly berating me Telling me the world would be better if I was gone, you see This demon inside of me feeds on my wants and needs Telling me that everything inside of me is rooted in greed I feel the drive to succeed, a want, even if it is only to need Honestly, this demon feeds on me and my time of need When my cards are down, all I can do is bleed I'm already on my knees, take what you want while I bleed I promise that you won't succeed This beast, I have learned that it bleeds I wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat Old vet, combat, war's back, who's that Oh wait, I'm back, woke in the middle of the night, ready to attack Ain't never had nobody to watch my back I promise if you don't step back, I'ma start seeing black I'ma start seeing black And there's this beast inside of me And I can't bear to let it free I get so tangled, I can't breathe But I promise to you I'll succeed And I can't stop, it needs to feed And I can level if I bleed So step the f*ck away from me And I can't bear to let you see No, there is no reprieve I'm sick of fighting with myself And sleeping with these knives on the shelves I never thought I'd last this long And chilling with a homie with three prongs Game's done, long gone, bye mom Time for dissection, never mind that F*ck that, it's redemption I've sat too long in my repression Stewed too much in my depression Broken beyond comprehension Too hell with your apprehension I'll leave you in detention Leave you fucked up, bad condition Told you before that I'm a technician Leave you rendered, no cognition Dare you to press the fucking ignition Too late, please wait, you're bait Can't wait for the next death date I will rise, and detonate Thanks for watching