Return to Normalcy

I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom (Yuh,Yuh) And now im scared of me My life is prone to tragedy And agony Cuz life becomes reality See who theres for me See who cares for me See whos there for me when life isn't a leveled sea Amphetamine The fucking lean My mind is clean from all things but amphetamines You said to me You down wit me My life is full of all things that'll harver me You scared of me It's hard for me It's nothing cuz my momma said she scared of me Why she scared of me Why she scared of me Why she scared of me when love is all she dare to see I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom (Yuh,Yuh) Oh nah bitch you said to me My love hits heavily My mind is always telling me To end it cleverly My mind isnt a treasury It's just amphetamines Im always with my pleasantries I have no remedy If noone will be there for me I'll just be there for me Cuz noone will uh stand for me So i move carefully Will life ever get bare for me I hope so terribly It always feels so bland for me I miss it terribly But not to call with urgency But i need surgery Im mentally deserted B My mind needs surgery Whats life without the hurt in me I dont deserve it b If i wasnt the worst in me Return to normalcy I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom I was young In the sun I was dumb Wanted sum Cut my thumb I am numb I've become A sinner mom