Am I Not Enough

I see the way you look at her Like I'm just a shadow in your world Every whispered word feels like a dagger Am I just a chapter not your girl Tell me am I enough When you crave the thrill of someone new These scars run deep I'm falling apart But I still love you still love you You say it's just a fantasy But it cuts me like a knife I'm left here holding memories While you chase another life Tell me am I enough When you crave the thrill of someone new These scars run deep I'm falling apart But I still love you still love you I gave you all my colors you took them all for free Now I'm just a canvas waiting for you to see Brushstrokes of your lies bleeding through the seams I'm painted in your love and torn apart at the dreams In the night I hear you mumbling Names that aren't mine I'm left here only wondering If you'll ever draw the line