Again

I'm just tryna find my way, oh Not trying to repeat, feel the pain once again Can't forget even if I try to You live inside my head 24/7 Time to pay the rent, bitch Time to pack your bags and leave, you're No longer welcome here, I'm tryna change, I'm Wishing that I've never come across you You put me in a place and I don't want to I don't wanna feel the same way for someone again It's always the wrong time, why do you show up Again and again and again Just tryna live my life here, can't be this way forever Why do you show up again and again and again You don't even got a clue Can't even tell you what I actually feel about you I know that you don't feel the same It's not that hard to see I try to keep it hidden and losing every single time It pains me to be the one you just know Stay up for many hours playing games Talking 'bout some random shit I know that I ain't got a chance with you I feel so stupid for even thinking that you'd like me back I'm scared, I'm terrified, I don't wanna lose Someone as special as you I guess we'll only be friends 'till the rest of our lives And that's alright with me, that's alright with me I don't wanna feel the same way for someone again It's always the wrong time, why do you show up Again and again and again Just tryna live my life here, can't be this way forever Why do you show up again and again and again