Saudade

I can feel my bones rattle in my skin And I've been lost so long I'm taken by the wind When you play your games I know you play to win And I lack the self-respect Not to let you in Ooh Tell me do you know How much you meant to me? I met your fathers Loved your brother He's like family Ooh Tell me do you know What you did to me You got exactly what you wanted I got misery I've dug my nails into my skin At this point I'd do anything To feel human Ooh Tell me do you know How much you meant to me Ooh Tell me do you know How much you meant to me