Biggest Scumbag (feat. Suvi)

Just trynna live life but it seems bad Probably cause I'm the biggest scumbag Trynna focus on the green yeah just like a dryad But I don't really wanna put myself out there just like an ad I don't wanna yell at you cause I hate being mad Man I really do miss what we had I just think inside my room and I start to get sad Man I need to charge myself up just like an iPad I start to lose hope and then I turn to God and pray Hoping that he'll make everything okay But I know that's not how it is these days You got to work on your own got to find your own way And if you don't do that you'll turn astray You think the world hates you but you're your own prey You're blinded by yourself yeah you can only see gray You turn to everyone else and say they got to pay Just trynna live life but it seems bad Probably cause I'm the biggest scumbag Trynna focus on the green yeah just like a dryad But I don't really wanna put myself out there just like an ad I don't wanna yell at you cause I hate being mad Man I really do miss what we had I just think inside my room and I start to get sad Man I need to charge myself up just like an iPad Feels like I'm facing a wall Cause I think I might fall I'm scared to think that this isn't my call Cause if it isn't I think I might end it all Compared to the world I'm so small But my mark on the world will really stand tall It'll be a story of how I didn't withdraw I stood my ground and I said they're tall Just trynna live life but it seems bad Probably cause I'm the biggest scumbag Trynna focus on the green yeah just like a dryad But I don't really wanna put myself out there just like an ad I don't wanna yell at you cause I hate being mad Man I really do miss what we had I just think inside my room and I start to get sad Man I need to charge myself up just like an iPad Just trynna live life but it seems bad Probably cause I'm the biggest scumbag Trynna focus on the green yeah just like a dryad But I don't really wanna put myself out there just like an ad I don't wanna yell at you cause I hate being mad Man I really do miss what we had I just think inside my room and I start to get sad Man I need to charge myself up just like an iPad I wouldn't be surprised if being a loner is my fate Cause I've been that way since I was like eight Don't even try to tell me life is great Cause you know that I know that it's not great I used to get bullied but I still didn't hate Cause I knew I would have friends I just had to wait And I know when I blow up I'm a pass them a plate Cause I knew they didn't change yeah they were never fake And I don't really care of my boys come late Cause I know we'll have fun yeah straight out of the gate Mischief and fun is what we create And you know these boys are my classmates And I'll lend them some money if they go on a date Cause these boys I really do appreciate And really that's the lowest way to demonstrate That I don't ever want us to separate Just trynna live life but it seems bad Probably cause I'm the biggest scumbag Trynna focus on the green yeah just like a dryad But I don't really wanna put myself out there just like an ad I don't wanna yell at you cause I hate being mad Man I really do miss what we had I just think inside my room and I start to get sad Man I need to charge myself up just like an iPad