Future (feat. DJ Trash Panda)

I think about my future and what's to come every single day I get scared and start doubt cause I don't think I know the way I just wanna stay a kid cause then I won't stress and I can just play But I know I need to grow up cause staying this way won't be okay It's hard sometimes though cause I just really wanna stay away Away from everybody cause I don't know what to say I'm an antisocial person and people keep me in the gray And I overthink way too much cause in the past people betrayed Will I succeed or I will I fail Will I fall or will I pro veil Do I need to be patient just like a snail Or will I blow up quick just like an email Will my demons leave and set sail Or am I about to get impaled Will I be stuck inside a jail Or will I be cozy drinking ale Thinking about the future leaves me so fucking pale Lately I've been thinking about suicide I just wanna bail I think about my future and what's to come every single day I get scared and start doubt cause I don't think I know the way I just wanna stay a kid cause then I won't stress and I can just play But I know I need to grow up cause staying this way won't be okay It's hard sometimes though cause I just really wanna stay away Away from everybody cause I don't know what to say I'm an antisocial person and people keep me in the gray And I overthink way too much cause in the past people betrayed To many unknowns when I think what's up ahead Ha, I just laugh cause honestly I'm just trying to get my bread And you shouldn't be surprised if you send me end up dead Yeah, Cut my wrist cut my veins like they were threads The future is overwhelming yeah that shit gets to my head And I think about that shit late at night while I'm in my bed Growing up is one thing that I didn't think that I would dread I don't wanna be an adult I wish I could stay a kid instead I think about my future and what's to come every single day I get scared and start doubt cause I don't think I know the way I just wanna stay a kid cause then I won't stress and I can just play But I know I need to grow up cause staying this way won't be okay It's hard sometimes though cause I just really wanna stay away Away from everybody cause I don't know what to say I'm an antisocial person and people keep me in the gray And I overthink way too much cause in the past people betrayed I think about my future and what's to come every single day I get scared and start doubt cause I don't think I know the way I just wanna stay a kid cause then I won't stress and I can just play But I know I need to grow up cause staying this way won't be okay It's hard sometimes though cause I just really wanna stay away Away from everybody cause I don't know what to say I'm an antisocial person and people keep me in the gray And I overthink way too much cause in the past people betrayed