Goodluck (feat. Scarim)

Man i swear, these mother fuckers be testing me I just be trynna live but they keep bringing me down like Like they just want my downfall you know I say this a lot but let me get something off my chest Do people know the struggle of trynna be the best Possibly cause everything is like a test And if you don't pass you wish good luck to the rest Feel like I need protection against stress where's my vest Scared of the present and terrified of what's next My problems never leave and they irritate me like a pest Feel like I'm burden and now I can't get any rest Wasting time is something I can't afford Demons plucking my heart like a guitar cord I'm just depressed which is makin me bored I just wanna die impale me with a sword Problems after problems where are you lord You stuck me in this prison I guess you're the warden Elixir of the sad on my head it's poured Feel like bird with plucked wings can't soar It's crazy how sad I feel, it's almost like magic Story of my life so far it's been tragic And I know damn well I ain't being dramatic You ain't seen what i seen, the events that are traumatic I know that I can be very problematic I'm not good at anything not even mathematics Fear the drugs cause I know I'll become an addict Always excluded it kinda seems systematic I say this a lot but let me get something off my chest Do people know the struggle of trynna be the best Possibly cause everything is like a test And if you don't pass you wish good luck to the rest Feel like I need protection against stress where's my vest Scared of the present and terrified of what's next My problems never leave and they irritate me like a pest Feel like I'm burden and now I can't get any rest Most of my friends are a bunch of fuckin frauds Always rating girls and talkin about broads Trynna compare who has the bigger rod They playin with friendship like they're playing COD The amount of fake friends I got is unmoderate I know it's over fifty percent if I calculate I get excluded and that's how they regulate The process of joinin the fakes, I congratulate And I was such a fool to go take the bait I really thought that these were my mates Now I just cry in my room when it's too late For them to see having me as a friend can be great Where's the shepherd cause I'm a lost sheep People stab my back and ain't that so cheap Now they wanna bully me and call me a creep Their words stuck in my head now I can't get sleep I say this a lot but let me get something off my chest Do people know the struggle of trynna be the best Possibly cause everything is like a test And if you don't pass you wish good luck to the rest Feel like I need protection against stress where's my vest Scared of the present and terrified of what's next My problems never leave and they irritate me like a pest Feel like I'm burden and now I can't get any rest Never had good friends that would keep Keep the bond between us that was so deep They all just walk away and what am I supposed to think I watch them walk away and all I do is weep Now I have nothing But I want something The demons they coming And they ain't Talking No one is Helping They watch me as I'm Crying To be dead is what I'm Wishing Now My heart is slowly dying Don't get me started on how you all broke my soul It was just like a kid when he drops a bowl I shattered to pieces yeah I'm no longer whole Are you happy now I'm sure this was your goal You makin me feel like less of a man Matter of fact what defines a man A man is someone who provides what they can They communicate well and respect, that's a man