If I Die Tonight

Tried to die last night couldn’t help myself Standing all alone asking for help If I die tonight Please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone If I die tonight please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone You see the sadness in my eyes The pain that you have caused It all just means nothing, therefore, I’m the only one appalled You could never understand all that I have lost So don’t try to relate cause you’re living like a star And I’m living life with no emotion Thinking about death and how it is closing Thinking about the things and everything I’m hoping for I have everything except I want more I want love No push and shove Give you everything until it is enough But you deny it all, therefore, I’m the one that’s crushed I will never understand the concept of your love I’ve been writing I’ve been hiding I’ve been dying though I’m trying Know that I’ll never lie to you If I die tonight please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone If I die tonight please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone I’m chasing the sunset before it gets me You’re at the end of the sunset I just want to get to see I don’t how much is left or what it would be The prize is nice now but the price ain’t meant for me You’re too much for me When I feel lonely You change your ways but you still don’t know me I got death to the left of me The sunsets in front of me My ghost to the right of me But no one to hold me I watch the waves hit the bay The stars above my head The sand in my feet Am I really 6 feet deep I don’t anymore Why I act like this My feelings down to the floor The love ain’t there anymore If I die tonight please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone If I die tonight please hold me in your arms I’ve been dying for so long Please just save me before I’m gone