For Nick

Just thinking about life There would be no Beanie Mike If I didn't freestyle with Nick and he told me I'm nice Memories vivid I think about all of the nights Driving home sauced, if you rode with me I knew I'll be alright Whenever you hit me up asking to hang, I always said yes and I never thought twice Some days we play ball till we fall, then in the night we had vodka and sprite Most of the time it was Henny and coke Downed so much Dusse and dark liquor it might surprise you that now I prefer drinking light Remember we always bumped shook ones then when I turned seventeen you told me I had to write For the first time in my life Felt like we all had some purpose, all of the cousins were all writing bars Sometimes I talk to you inside my head and I look at the sky People ask me what I'm doing I lie and I tell them that I was just looking at stars I just assume they won't they get it, forget it bro don't even sweat it The last thing you told me was 'damn, gotta work hard' I'll always remember you said it I know deep down this hard work I put in was really me tryna make you proud And since you in Heaven, I'm gonna do you a favor and play this one real loud