DELAYED

Sketching out the pieces Of the puzzle in my mind Trying to make it come together While reading between the lines Is everything fine? Ask me and Ill say the same thing My mind's collapsing on the inside But I'm keeping far from the brink Of insanity like holy calamity Got me screaming on the inside So I sit here making beats With some hope the emotions will slide This is the final countdown Starting right now There ain't nothing I can do From taking in the crowd But at the end of the day Will I truly have anything left to say To inspire the youth Other than just repeating my truth And when the curtain falls Will the skies erupt Will the clouds be fired up With plumes of volcanic dust Or will everything be just fine And my anxiety's just flaring up My mind always speaking The opposite of the truth So I look into the mirror For someone to talk to I would be lying to you If I said that I hit my peak Because I feel I be going through The same shit like every other week Fighting for crumbs As I twiddle my thumbs Wanting to be done with this music shit But I've barely begun And when the curtain closes Will I still have my own visage Or will I still be living through my past lives While not finding my own image Is this truly the life that I want Or just something I envision Just something unrealistic That'll get my hopes spinning But I'll try to the life I've been given And do what needs to be done To pass through the curtain So I can walk into the rising sun