A Way Out

That's a kick in the nuts But ok I get it, Just an accessory to you Well at least I'm pretty You can wear me any day so I can feel your heat To be a quarter of you I'd give up all of me Did you hear about Kanye's new racist tirade? Did you hear about. The war in the middle east? Did you hear that McDonald's dropped the grimace shake? Did you ever fucking care about a thing that I said? All I can be is me Won't cut off a limb for you All this meaningless shit don't know why I do it to You or me Friends made us family Wasted pivotal years being your jewelry I fucked up big this time for the last few years of my life I've been lonely A clown for others amusement Put myself down to give them a boost and When ya lack self respect you let yourself go Falling deeper in a hole I had to leave that friend group Sold myself for laughs Realized I was surrounded by friends I didn't have Room full of strangers wishing you happy birthday your Best years of your life given to P Diddy That's a metaphor but you should damn well stay away Didn't know why I wanted validation from people that I hate Gave myself away for you to have a small moment of joy Whos side was I really on? I can't handle no more one way streets man Those draining meetings Make life feel so small Goddamn I- All I can be is me Won't cut off a limb for you All this meaningless shit don't know why I do it to You or me Friends made us family Wasted pivotal years being your jewelry I fucked up big this time for the last few years of my life I've been lonely But confident Making masterpieces in my pyjamas bitch Learned f*ck them if they don't respect ya I'm not an asshole for expecting some effort I'm not a stepping stone I'm the mufuckin' treasure It's not my ego it's my strive for the better I've been selling my self short for the longest time Found my people then I found my light I need some godamn love and friends in my life Spent too many godamn summers alone inside wasted my teenage years just trying to hide It's too warm outside... So help me help me find my way out Help me help me find my way out Help me help me find my way out Help me find my way out I know in the end id want more out of life than this So I try my best to cut the bullshit and live I know in the end id want more out of life than this Need to let the past go and find my people and just live