Not The Same

Got off the phone things weren't the same Crying in my car screaming out the pain Curled in a ball felt so ashamed Dropping all these tears on the window pane Mom at the door she saw my eyes Mom grabbed me tight asked me who died Couldn't speak but it was my heart inside Feelings I never felt and I can't deny Our love grew strong but now I think it died You Left me so confused always wondered why Together forever that shits a lie But those things we did that hurt and we can't get by We hung out and we talked all the time And we came to an understanding We should move on But it's hard to do that when you're the one You're the one for me