OldMe

R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely voices in my head is the only thing that knows me R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me So many thing I wanna say to my pops So many things that really hurt me a lot So many things that niggas thought I forgot So many problems that I have in my heart Clueless you think I'm clueless Everything you tried to keep from me I knew it Tried to go to college for my mom I blew it Knew it wasn't me from the start That's true shit rest in peace Yea I love you grandpa Cause you the one I look up too When times get rough Tryna become the man you would be proud of Tyrna get that house grandma always dreamed of I m breaking the chain to everything I'm breaking the thing that gave me this me pain I'm cutting people tried to make me insane I'm really sad that y'all really mad me this way R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me My heart didn't want to feel love again As a child my heart was bubbling Didn't understand what was happening Through on a smile I wouldn't let you in Sorry bro I fought you a lot It wasn't you yea I was just hurting a lot Thought getting louder every moment it got Couldn't control it I was anger a lot Only god knew what I was hiding All them crazy thoughts I was fighting Mama wasn't around when we was crying Had to keep our secrets Yea we had to hide it No father to call my own But know I got a son I gotta watch him grow Teach him things I never be taught before Cause even when your hurt Daddy will always come R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me R.i.p to the old me Never gunna let the past even hold me And tired feeling real lonely The voices in my head is the only thing that knows me