Fall Asleep

When you are away from me I can't even fall asleep When I close my eyes You're all I see You take all of me Staring at the phone again Wish you weren't my only friend Thinking of the ways that I can trick my brain to descend 'neath the wave Slip away again Now I'm feeling my self decay But I can't seem to drift away Why does this happen every day? I don't know I don't know I can't even explain it the time that I've dedicated To tryna put back the pieces of a puzzle that I don't comprehend Sometimes I feel like my brain's not my friend Why should I write this story? I don't like the end But maybe if I try harder I'll find a way to restart it So I can get back to where I've been I don't know I don't know When you are away from me I can't even fall asleep When I close my eyes You're all I see You take all of me Just a fat kid walkin' on a tightrope Treadin' uphill tryna find the right slope Feel like the devil's got his hand on my throat Maybe one of these days I just might choke But until then I'm swimmin' But every time that I'm winnin' I get stuck at the beginnin' But still, I know I'll find a way 'Cause I cannot stay trapped inside this place for another day Time to make a change I just feel Sisyphean I can feel myself breathin' And now my pulse it is speedin' as I stare up at the ceilin' And now my mind's started reelin' And as the earth, I am leavin' I can watch my thoughts float away They're slowly recedin' Now I'm missin' yesterday as I slip away Consciousness is frayed Maybe for today, I will be okay but I don't know I don't know When you are away from me I can't even fall asleep When I close my eyes You're all I see You take all of me All of me All of