Floating

I hold my body like it doesn't belong to me Shaking with thoughts bottled inside Trembling as I search for words to match my feelings I'm floating back to earth Everything blurs, like I'm looking at the world from the top of the space needle And the elevator floor drops out beneath me So I fall, but Why does it feel like I'm flying? How close can heaven get to hell before they both lose their heat Freezingmelting into one lukewarm cup of tea That isn't quite enough to lift this numbness from my chest Where it sits like a pile of weightless rocks How far can I get from me And how can I get back to who I am without keeping my skin?