Lost Again

You wouldn't understand it I thought I found the way but I'm lost again Stuck between your dreams and my nightmares You wouldnt understand it I'm such a different guy from the others Feelin I'm gon' die like a lover You prefer the simple greys, I - the colors You wouldn't understand it You can't play with my feelings Don't know if I'm awake or if I'm dreaming Always felt I've lived for no meaning Now I found the one music that lets me run But this shit just begun I dont wanna die young Time goes by so quick Hit after hit, blunt after blunt What I'm aiming in this life yeah Is rapping rapid racks in Hit it like I'm Mike yeah Five by fives keep it up till the night She's alright I'm a rockstar without lights I never understood it I don't know what's in my head but I don't want it I feel like a ghost expanding my expression I have confessions to make: this beat is my own session Drowning every second, hatred in my blood Sometimes I don't say the truth, dreaming out the mud Never had to struggle, many would have begged But I wanna make it by myself, let you in my head