I Don't Wanna Be Angry

I don't wanna be angry What has anger ever helped  Just want to know that you're with me  Don't care if I die with words unsaid But now I'm beating my soles to the pavement Like the tarmac's done me wrong  Just wanna find a perfect placement  Of my voice within your song When I step onto that ferry  And the man demands his pay  I'll say everything was temporary  All the joy and all the pain  Didn't want to be emotional Does that make me a coward? Harsh white noise carving through my skull Sitting motionless for hours These worries will not save my fate  Cause none of it is real Just mental games I choose to play Tryna control how I feel   When I step onto that ferry  And the man demands his pay  I'll say everything was temporary  All the joy and all the pain  But til finally my body Is floating down the Styx I'll have to try and find peace of mind In feeling all of this Feel planets above us swirl Atoms spin a Catherine wheel This is all we really have  That ain't such a bad deal Knowing me knowing you With no abstraction  Love ain't just a feeling  Love's an action "