I'm Doing Push Ups

I'm not just gonna lie here and wait for the ambulance I'm doing push ups, I'm doing push ups my marriage is falling apart it's not your fault but i just thought i should let you know you could take advantage of me it's not that hard i wrote it out in detail just check your texts your first love's not gonna walk you home you got sick on your coat then you called her and told her it's over now you're as hollow as you'd always said you be screaming hold my hand but please don't touch me and then you pulled out an engagement ring and the canary choked in my throat and I was coughing up feathers all December but we never made a memory to remember some things just weren't made to make sense some things weren't meant to be represented we talk about it in the gaps, in the silence the posts we delete and the captions we edit do you wanna, do you wanna go, go we'll cause a scene at the wedding write awful words on the confetti