the curse of being alive

When the night burns to the ground What do I have if no one needs me around I've got the guilt, I've got the shame I've got a sadness deep in my veins I've got the curse of being alive I've got the madness of trying to survive When my face starts dripping on the floor And I can't take what's just outside the door I didn't ask to have to deal with this But now I have to suffer through all of it I can't take the feelings of dread The world outside my bed Keeps spinning and turning And crashing and burning It's just the curse of being alive It's just the world trying to survive The flowers will bloom again The birds will sing again