the heart i used to have

Cut my skin with pieces Of the heart I used to have Broken one too many times For me to understand Loving you felt so natural How come I couldn't breathe Drowning in the words I said I thought you said you'd never leave But I was suffocating in this skin Can't you see the pain I'm in And I know I wasn't much to you So why did I let you in Now I feel so shattered Shards of glass cover this floor Pieces of my memories I just needed a little more So I cut my skin with pieces Of the heart I used to have Broken one too many times For me to understand I used to be so young, so bright I've dimmed down enough to see I wasn't made for this world And it was never about me It was always my fault, wasn't it Always something that I did They never said that they were ever sorry They didn't feel they needed to So I sat there on the bathroom floor Wondering what the hell just happened But that's just growing up, I guess It's nothing like I imagined Cut my skin with pieces Of the heart I used to have Broken one too many times For me to understand