trapped memories

2AM I'm knocking on your backdoor Lungs inflated I can't breath anymore Try, try again just to see you Been way too long since I felt your touch Popped a couple pills but it's never enough Never enough, please save me Hate me, hate me, why you gotta hate me? Lately, lately, been on the drugs lately Falling away (Falling away) My mind's starting to decay You're not who you were (Not who you were) Now I'm stuck under this love curse Now I'm running after you Tunnel vision, coming through And I don't know what to do 'Cause I'm trying to get to you Now I'm trying to get away from this devastating place I can't see anymore You locked me out the door Ring, ring, ring, but you don't pick up anymore Trying to get back to the wait that we were before Your clothes in my bathroom, percs all on the floor I need some more I need some more Trapped is your memory and I can't get you out of my head (My head) I scream and I shout until I'm dead (I'm dead) I wish we never met (We never met) I wish we never met Used to look in your eyes when you watched the sunset That won't happen anymore (Anymore) Walked out the door (Out the door) Now I won't see you again, again, again The moment I saw you, you stole my breath Now I get out of bed to see you in the AM Rip the pages of the book of everything I said then Now your back in my head Trapped is your memory and I can't get you out of my head (My head) I scream and I shout until I'm dead (I'm dead) I wish we never met (We never met) Now you're crying in my arms Promise I won't do you any hard Yea I just want to hold your hand But it didn't go as planned