Body Left Behind

I take a journey in my self when I'm sitting and im reflecting My eyes are rolling back in my head As im disconnecting Bodies left behind All i am is thought I have become a mind My eyes are closed But im sensing everything Im far from blind Another plane Seeking the help of another being I quickly realized This was a different way of me seeing It wasnt visual Only a feeling you cant describe Im hearing crying voices Maybe i dipped and didnt survive Im sensing Reinol Same in the form as he before he passed Just was a moment Fleeting an instant It didnt last I miss my brother Voices were crying the sound increased How could it be That im seeing my brother That was deceased The light increased Gave in to the drifting cuz it was warm Then i had the sense Others were with me we formed a swarm I cant control my movement As we gliding autonomously Yo i cant be dead My kids and my mom and my wife will miss me Took it way too far Was chillin just sitting in meditation Then i went away The train has departed and left the station Did i sever cord Or is this a journey to meet the lord Whatevers going is different and never happened before It felt like hot spikes Abdomen shish kebobed on a pike And like gross heavy feeling All over i didnt like And then i heard the souls Tumbling feeling like falling down a hole I had no choice Im in a dimension i simply cant control Im letting go When i did reversing and then falling up I dont belong in hell and Im leaving that place Yo thats whats up Im feeling different floors Like you liken to elevators But just choppier The feeling of coming off escalators Then i felt the cold but no wind Im dying cause it's freezing Yo i need a sign Something but nothing was there to reason then i saw it Yes like im using vision with eyes I saw a being So bright when it stood That it lit the sky It was pure I cannot describe with my mortal words The very fact Im describing it now To me sounds absurd It was approaching Its breathing is spinning me like a top The very moment that i thought about Screaming at it stop I felt the drop Like god has transported me through a shoot I went to scream Was surrounded in fluid that made me mute Connected navel to root Theres nutrients in my liver I took form Inside of a human and was delivered Body left behind