Black Hearted

I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow When I saw your name, I took a hard blow I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go When you said you love me, girl you scare me I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me My heart just broke after a bad love story In my bedroom, yeah I got a black heart It used to be red, but it was torn apart I know that they see me as Beast Mode Bart But sometimes I just feel like I am torn apart I used to think about saving a girl from danger But now I feel sad, I don't wanna talk to strangers Last time that I did that, I thought I saw an angel It turned out to be a demon, so I'm just making bangers I thought you wanted my love, but you just want attention You just want the clout, a Snapchat mention You don't want a friendship, you just want satisfaction You need to find a different guy, I'll save my affection It's hard to tell what's real, everyone seems fake If you're lookin' for a simp, get out of my face They pay money for a picture, that's a disgrace Runnin' the race, keep myself in first place I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow When I saw your name, I took a hard blow I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go When you said you love me, girl you scare me I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me My heart just broke after a bad love story I remember my first love, I thought she was the one My life was so bright, it used to shine like the sun Now my life is goin' fast, like a sub machine gun If I focus on my enemies, I'll ruin all the fun Keep your head up, always try to live it up I never know my last day, before I blow up I'm just tryin' to have fun before I ever get the fame When only my close friends know my name It feels like social media is stealing my joy I wanna live like a man but for now I'm just a boy I'm so done with all the games like The Kid LAROI I'm probably just overthinking like I always do Shout out to my people, they stop my anxiety I'm praying for some better days, God help me Don't get this twisted, this is not a plea This is just my anxiety, I'll be okay I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow When I saw your name, I took a hard blow I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go When you said you love me, girl you scare me I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me My heart just broke after a bad love story