Tears from the Heart (feat. Skye Elton)

We are going to conduct an experiment to infuse your blood with an energy known as BeastKiller Damn I'm sitting here thinking how could this end all so quickly Making me feel so ill and sickly It stings like a cactus so prickly and I feel like everybody's staring me down Making me frown all this hatred underwater making me drown These are my feelings and damn it I can't handle it I feel like my life's a scandal Tearing up right from my heart I feel like I wanna restart I'm so tired I'm feeling so weak so lonely I only had one shoulder to cry on and now it's stolen from me Eyes swollen, hands never free, I'm broken, everything's already been spoken I'm just hoping that this is my final hour I tried to power through this world I feel like I'm a herd of sheep being chased by a border collie I'll never get to feel like I'm on vacation in Bali I'm feeling the exact opposite of jolly And damn lately it's been hard to think and I sit there without a blink Think they probably think I fake it and I need to break it But I can't forsake the truth anymore but at least you'll remember me for who I was But still, I feel so empty inside And my face fried And throat dried And hope just died