I Lost Her to a Previous Version of Me

They say you die twice Once when they put you in the ground The second is the last time anybody talks about you So I guess I could be alive 'Cause I hear about that handsome fool all the time And I curse the day she found him I feel like a ghost I walk around with the form of a man But he's not me Babe I don't know who I am 'Cause she doesn't come around here I don't feel her presеnce anymore Yeah I lost her to a previous version of me Baby What for? Yeah She never even saw it coming Counseled me when he ran in Even helped me back on my feet But now it's black and white She talks about me with those eyes Never thought I'd fight for my life But she swears to God She swears up and down that it's him I ask her Was it all just pretend? Or were you always his? Yeah She never even saw it coming Counseled me when he ran in Even helped me back on my feet But now it's black and white She talks about me with those eyes Never thought I'd fight for my life 'Til he came back home Covered in Billy Gave her that smile Said that he's changed Gonna stay for a while Now she counts in we And I count in weeks Yeah She never even saw it coming Counseled me when he ran in Even helped me back on my feet But now it's black and white She talks about me with those eyes Never thought I'd fight for my life